Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Dupaage Inmata Search

asukaonfire @ 2010-09-15T11: 38:00

The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people do not know about you.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Brazilian Wax Lexington Ky

Tip Tip Tip

Have just the article about the meeting with the Dalai Lama finished writing and sent by email to the editorial board of the Braunschweiger Zeitung. As a fully-important Press Club member and I will go back tomorrow in the club. This time it's a Pressekonferrenz give the President of the JICA (Japan International Cooperation Agency). I'm curious, will this time but does not guarantee the costume appear as last time I almost died in the high heels. T_T

'm happy being a member my dream to become a journalist taken a giant step closer to be. But almost more than I am for several days just tired!

Oh yes, even a little picture:



His Holiness asks for a dance.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Recommendation Letter For Community Service Hours

What's new, Pussycat?

early April gabs here the last post from me ...

So short was:

Rock im Park 2010 is over and I ... 'm in love as immortal new: (? Dave, u know) D

Some have even noticed my love of drama, but as some nasty things have happened ... Anyway, I think I have finally overcome DAS now. I'm in love again, I do not Idea if it really is what (again ne long distance ... Nuremberg-complaints), but ... no idea, I hope the best and expect the worst or something.

It would be great if it works out. Currently, I just feel so good about it. Hopefully this time everything is

good ...

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Claxton Fruitcake Recipe

And I think this House is not my Home












I will not make the first move.
I will not make the first move.
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I am not going first Pacing.
I will not make the first move.
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I will not make the first move.



I will not think Proud to throw away! Not again! I have it often enough in the past! In March

Monday, April 5, 2010

Pepcid And Small Bowel Obstruction

game of life

is a former classmate died. Today we learned what.

She was with her sister in Hamburg and should take care of her son. So she was home alone. She had an asthma attack. She has even managed to obtain the emergency, but then could no longer speak. She is lying right in the room, was probably found on the way to the neighbor, the emergency service, which they could by tracking down the locations of the mobile. In the hospital they could stabilize her again. A day later she died of cardiac arrest.
She had a heart defect since birth, just before or was detected shortly after her death.

said the doctors, it could have been much sooner die. It was only a matter of luck that she survived at all so long. And just because no one has recognized their heart defects.

She died 2 times. Once the asthma attack and once in the cardiac arrest.

sorry, right?
just 20 years old.


I'm kinda glad I never had much more to do with it. Sun takes me at least, the not quite so. But it's crass.


A couple friends and I have to go shortly before time to Hamburg and visit the cemetery. "Your last respects prove "or whatever you call it.


(I had to write to me the time of the soul)

If I die now, I know at least one person who would bitterly regret, as we parted. Maybe He takes the time to heart and think about whether he wants me continue to ignore (or treat as I think like dirt) when he reads this.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Shorts Under Sweatpants

Nothing personal, really not



FUCK EASTER!


And fuck you fuck with your "Happy Easter" Gelabber.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

What Are The Pro And Cons Of Biofilm

asukaonfire @ 2010-03-30T22: 48:00

I wanted my words today can equal more acts to follow. And that was a total Shot in the oven. From all over the howling I'm stabbing headache (and not only one point) and am otherwise totally finished, and all done.

I wanted to get off these ugly blue walls. But I'm still in Anklam extra posters, postcards and so stuff culled. I also have those extra .. I always forget the correct name .. "Pins" with him. A poster I got in the wall. Then I gave up, as the second poster fell off again. The wall is too hard. I get the "pins" not attached.

After a short break I wanted to just frustration otherwise clean up.
For short explanation: Dad and I live it on his campsite. I'm in the "house" where the reception and the office of Paps a room and a bathroom is directly behind the office. As I said, the walls are ugly blue (if there is a color I hate, it's blue), then here is thus all an old, veranzter carpet. Aw, ornaments carpet. Flowers and said Kramer. But just totally ugly. The furniture that are in here are wild pastiche of the old apartment. A light beige gigantic closet next to a totally old dark brown cabinet. Only times as an example. Then here are packing boxes and a lot of dad stuff is everywhere around here. Most of the cupboards are full, so I can not really do much as pure, therefore are my things that I've dragged out with Anklam, rum everywhere. Oh and not forgetting the box returnable bottles, which swells and dad wanted taken away for some days ...
Well anyway, I'm somehow trying to bring here purely ne fine, but I immediately abandoned when I realized that those damn boxes can go anywhere else and I just can not create a place ... Because
and now we come back to my last entry, I can not drive and so I can not put the boxes in our garage (the garage is about 1 km away from here).

It just all so ugly. And just in Anklam. I'm nowhere a place for me, a place that I find beautiful. I miss my orange pink walls. I've been living on a 3 / 4 years without its own proper realm for my taste, and slowly but surely it affect me really.


ah naja and so on and so forth, blah blah: / Today was a really shitty day when you've once again feels wonderful lies ignored.

Hopefully it works now with Hamburg last week. This time I just driving the bus to the train station. Then I have to rely at least not to others (except the bus driver who will come too late as always)

Bathroom Grab Handles

findings

me now so much about me has itself become clear. As a young teenager

I was very, very independent, which was because I just have largely lived alone. I was often praised or admired. I was also done himself proud when I had to suffer often lower.

have me now overtaken all other people. They have grown out of a matter of course and I'm stopped. All others have made the driver's license and I still need someone to drive me. I put up a constant with my brother. If I'm on complaints, I do not do anything. I allow myself to cook and do the shopping for me. I make it not even keep my room and the bathroom clean. Everywhere was chaos and I war is not high and the ass gammel all the time on the PC before me out. I justify this by saying that I, after all, "free" have. But not so freely have meant to each catapult again to the stone age, right?
It annoys me that I constantly have to rely on anyone. Because I'm not independent enough to alone to cope. Because I have no driver's license, I am constantly subject to any other.


many who I know are now so far, that they can finance life on their own. I am depending on the student loans office, my child benefit and dad. I keep pumping him, because I once again the strands have killed. And I'm not, although I've already purchased, a guilty conscience. It makes me tame, I can not stand on my own legs.

It's probably really get up at the time. A new month begins. I was trying, it works better this time. And maybe this time what can I put on my license back.

Oh yes: I have not even written in a while: I'm planning to live the whole of April vegeatarisch because I want to see even if what is for me.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Death From Ovarian Cancer What To Expect

I have a drinking problem until I got a money problem.

I still have almost 80 € auf'm account and get next week or € 184 child benefit.

But ... I still need € 320 tuition fees pay ;_;'''
Oh no, I hate myself and my consumerism ...

And I do not know how I book the return trip to the 30Seconds to Mars will pay for concert in Berlin on Wednesday; _; I can not let Tina hang and say that I can not drive ... And to LBM but I would actually also like ...

Holy shit> _ \u0026lt;


And yes, I'm to blame> _

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Cellular Respiration Lab Answers Ap

How was that even with the savings? ...

... I was looking at Takko ...

clarinet has made me feel like it, what to buy again. And I took to ne new pants, because now my last pants under the zipper is torn at the seam ... And since I can not sew I have to wait for Mario next week. I have a lot of pants. Just no more, I also like: 'D

Well ... Anyway ... that was a big mistake ...

I say at the end how much I've spent; _;

here first pictures


first Where I honestly do not know how to do that with xD '.. At each end of the elastic band as the collar. The sleeves are 3 / 4 and I think that it bears co Carmen standard. So strapless.
second also 3/4Ärmel and Joah, the rest you can see xD And yes, it suits me even though I kind of stuff because of my small breasts do not fit in most cases.




third Joah, a sweater Since Yesterday (red2) Tomorrow we want to wear matching outfits in both the Zebra Thong (red) * giggle * \u0026lt;3
8th black legwarmers. FINALLY again xD My old who did not survive last winter. States: one, I've lost, whatever is the XDDD Anyway, he is lost. And they were always taken very much.
9th Zebra socks, yay ° _ °
10th Rautenmusteeeer \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3 But I will wear the socks eh non often I think .. because there is no knee socks xD 11th A ring ° _ ° ' 12th A hair band with peak yay: 3




13th In each case, the second pair in the pack. Leosocken \u0026lt;3
14. Diamonds again, yay!


And the last top ... I had to shcon and was too lazy to take off again and it really was the whole plan without my face, but then was I not so ugly, so .. tadaa xD Again, a simple top with lace Months radical diet, then, because I can afford to eat nothing more XDD '
now are certainly some people who want to beat me like Paps with dog eyes * * look at. _.'

So much money and then also just in Takko XD Speaking of which, I am VIP, lol.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Neon Dresses For Homecoming

MEME TIME!

stole my Habs on Mexx. Steal it and you still xD


AS ... ... you've got one of your scars?
I've got a pretty long cheer left thigh. I have my self-inflicted with a knife. I was young xD And Others had terrible heartache. But it was grade Families are not so good and I did not tell me himself. Some may condemn me now maybe, but I am not ashamed of it, I did that. It's like a tattoo. If you look at it, you think back to the time and draws his own conclusions. For me, the scar is in part a warning. I know what I've been through, I've almost forgotten the pain, the scar shows me but it was bad. And I can say this is the scar to me and she just tells a story, like many other scars. And just like tattoos. And no, I do not crack for years and it will not do more;) I've found other ways (ALKOHOOOL XDD Nah, kidding)

... you've celebrated your last birthday?
in Anklam. 2Leute out of school have come long. We bought a lot of food, little bit drunk and hotel played XD ... do you feel now? excited to offer degree 2RiP tickets on Ebay XD (crap, do not> get.>)

... was your last night?
er can remember non-tuned, slept, haha ...


have ... you get the shirt you're wearing what? I wear baggy
NEN sweatshirt, black and pink striped and very thin white stripes xD is the total toll \u0026lt;3 I'm carrying really no horizontal stripes, but in the sweater that's cool because he really totally fluttered and perfect for the home is * _ *
Oh and to get back to the question XD dad gave me the sweater donated, as we (Gaub I) in Oberwiesenthal the NKD were and after gloves were looking for me:)

... much money did you last month spent?
er .. 200 I think. Well well, if you include rent and school fees and cell phone bill, then the 800 €

... old you want to be when you get married?
IF I get married, then .. er, well, all depends on it, right? Is not really care. But it would be nice to find even in the 20's range and marry the love xD

old ... you're at your next birthday?
22nd __. ... is the name of your mother?
Mrs. M.
XDDD * cough * no, Renate.



WHAT ...


have ... you do last weekend?
gegammelt ° _ ° 'DS gambled and signed

... is the most important thing in your life?
oo love and trust. And money XD And to be able to draw. So not in the sense of a good draw, but use within the meaning of my right hand to and forever.

... can you feel better if you do not like doing well?
music and watching TV oo Ehrlich. If I go bad, I bury myself until the pain, listen to music and watch TV then that is distracting and takes me to other thoughts. Or play n game.

... the most important thing is what you care for someone else?
personality. Charisma. Well look, and Ehrlich oO. I could not be with ner total fat, pimply face together o, o So I love my technology. When my friends is the matter with which I will not even have sex ... XD

you hear just for music?
I just watch the thing on Oslo Pro7, because I am a Christian Durstewitz Fan Songs but also great. And, thus, a la Poprocks Paramore sometimes fun xD

... you worried?
much. Dave. Death. What I probably do six months in nem o o. ..

... have you had for breakfast?
er. I did not have breakfast because I am a 13 clock not eat breakfast for lunch xD But I have 2 chicken steaks and NEN small cucumber salad eaten \u0026lt;3

Have you ever ... ... someone had

loved the a / e etc?
not once XD ... get your heart broken?
not only once xD

... leave your country?
I was once in Barcelona on a school trip in Denmark and 2004th And at Disneyland when I was 7 XD

... something unheard done stupid?
several times XD '

... had sex on the beach?
Yes. in a dream ... oo XD

gedated someone younger than yourself?
uff .. er .. So, in principle, "date" I do not XD

... read a whole book in one day?
may indeed one of the Twilight series.



WHO ...


... was the last person you saw? The
I also know or something random? Oo
Then someone threw in the car, drove past me. And so'n punk who has stared at me so funny.
People I know: Mario on Thursday

was ... the last person you've written?
Shi, with the degree of MSN chat I \u0026lt;3

was ... the last person with whom you have in place?
lol Eh .. Mario xD

was ... the last person you called?
Maxi \u0026lt;3 on Sunday. I drive this weekend probably to her and cellos:) Abe ROnly if they plan anything. You want me to call again

... made you last hug?
er ... I think Mario oo

... was the last person you wrote to?
Quen in Msn

... was the last person of you "I love you" you say?
.... I think that my ex would have been. However, the two shcon 1/2Jahre ago xD .....


WO ...

your lives ... s best friend? Did I
non o.o

... you last go?
Lidl to buy drink. Like every day XD

... you last suspended?
here just on the couch

have ... you sleep last night?
In my bed I sleep on newest oo Since Mario's side, because as the heating is XD



DOING ...


... you just love someone? Yes
oo

... you think that someone loves you?
No, I do not think someone is in love with me Oo, unfortunately x'D

... you sometimes wish to be someone else?
yes. But actually, I find myself pretty great XD I would just like someone else to have some other things (right, solid friends, love, ne tollere training ne other city, more beautiful body .. xD ....), but I am with my personality now at the point where I like and be good. This does not mean I'm perfect or something. I still have many things to work on myself, but at least I can say I'm satisfied. Especially concerning my settings. ... you know the muffin man?
no.

... you are afraid of the future?
Not really. For that matter, I'm mostly pretty carefree. There will always be a way and I'll make my way also.
I'm just afraid of ending up alone x'D


WHY ...


... are you friends with your best friends?
oo I just refer to Mario. Because we both ne big mouth have to say and if that does not suit us. In addition, we are on the same level Churchill XD We get content and I can laugh with him, but I also throw up with him, what if I stink.

... you have MySpace?
start because of the strikes. Yes, still doing it, but now there is Twitter great xD

... your parents gave you your name?
My mother gave me the name. When did the old 3 series Charlie's Angels, it was the one, the short black hair and Sabrina said. My mother particularly liked the well or something.


IF ...
... you could have one super power, what would this?
FEUEEEEER XD Nah, prefer to fly or something ... Or turn back time * _ * Or mind reading XDDD

... you could back in time to change something, would you do it?
Yes.

... you are stranded on an island would bring a thing could, what would it be?
My laptop;; I have my music, Internet and if necessary even games xD Hey, I can draw and also .. my GT is finally on the laptop, so it is one of them XD



WOULD YOU EVER ...


... again (no matter whom) meet your / your ex if he / she ask?
so I have often thought about it. But I do not think more. I would always remember what failed in the relationship and had too much fear that it breaks down again for the same reasons. Also, I have no feelings for the people even more o, o

ONE LAST QUESTION:

Are you satisfied with your current life?
I'm satisfied with what I have. More is always of course.
But I've learned to appreciate more what and where I am and my perspective on things is generally become more positive. What it also brings to blow only tribulation. I'm good at making the best of everything. Nu

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Battery Operated Blankets For Camping

And then there was ...

Sun and the actual entry XDD

Alsooo ~


Eli was so until last week Friday an us (ie 5 days). Friday they gave me a lift. She had to Schleswig yes, what is right in Schleswig Holstein, XD, and I wanted to go to Hamburg to my brother and Ira. Since it was too stressful in HH purely down to me Eli has thrown in Lübeck.

btw Eli. That was kind of funny. I had somehow once again the feeling that Eli really likes me only because it with me first can blaspheme (which I think is great indeed. Lästerchwester have to re ne.) and 2 Because they can make themselves more beautiful fun of me. This is the week I noticed quite often. She has so often laughed with me about Mario. And I'm now really not the type who can not laugh at himself. is taken so much shit I do, because if it were funny when I could not laugh at me XD But I begin to at some point too much, then when almost everything that I do say, do in the dirt. In part, it seemed to me as if Mario and Eli would be laughing together as Eli and me. And what I went totally blind auf'n. On the first evening, she told that she has cried in the car when she was driving because its not as long Carsten can see. Eh? Somewhere that is so sweet, but ... eh? I mean ... eh? which were only 5 days! And yes wra really nothing spontaneous. The shcon they knew but weeks. Ok, that sounds like a pretty callous. I understand that it's easy to get used to someone when you live with him and sees him every day and then suddenly five days not at all, but she has a week so often made comments that she misses and Carsten HOW MUCH YOU BUT HAPPY TO BE HOME. Super. Once it was even "only 2 days!"
Eh, lol. No idea, but I am sick like that. Why do they then come forth at all? I mean, they should still look forward to have with me and all the other fun and that they had. But if it speaks only of them, they want to go home and she misses her cat and Carsten ... I do not know ... know you know what I mean D: I'm really hard given that they feel comfortable here.
For me, these 5 days went by in a flash. And somehow we both probably out of the air, I have the feeling. Was somehow clear. Eli and I had not lived together in boarding school, we would never have become such friends. And it shows just now.
I think I'll wait until they contact me again.
What was also nice btw: She and Stefan Carsten (not her Carsten, but the other, who lived with us in the boarding complicated XD) invited to Easter itself. But not me. She told that she is in March or April for the Jennifer Lopez concert in Kiel. It has not asked if I would come. When I was in November with her, we wanted really to JR, but have received no tickets and were about to catch up just then. And now something. Told me proudly that she goes there with friends ...

not know, I feel somehow ripped before. Well. Eli and I are in different leagues just yet. She is super cool and I'm just the happy medium. As always.


.. Ok, that was then, not what I wanted to report. lol.

So
HAMBURG XD It was like always. I was allowed to employ the most part alone. My birthday gift was the way so ne card for the DS. For Games and so ... you already know>.> \u0026lt;.\u0026lt;... In any case n great gift:) Even if I somehow ran out of 2 gifts. Because it was so early that he wants vershcicken my Christmas with my birthday gift ... Eh, yes. is just a gift x'D But anyway, I will not complain. Now I'm definitely a lot of great games. Currently I have been playing Pokemon Pearl.
And so we come even to what have I done all the time with Ira and Chris: watching television, gambling DS and play with Yami. Yes, very much more was not there. No long conversations. no enterprise.
We have I think 2 movies watched. Mostly I sat alone in the living room. They were in the bedroom and have gambled in the PC or internet surfing. I think the longest continuous conversation was ... 2min long, lol.
has been really hard so he is not as accessible. I'm still n day stay longer because I like Yami case and because I regularly got food, I did not do it yourself XD And because I really think like am with my brother: / he's my brother and although he is as the ass last acts, he is still my brother. Maybe I should just stop having expectations. Today I was pretty grumpy all the time because I did not feel like more going to pretend that everything would be great. I just do not understand what's so hard to know what to do with his sister. And if it just me with him Wohnzimemr had stayed. I did not let Eli simply hinvegitieren alone in front of him. We were imemr together and although we have only watched TV, we had fun with it. If I'm NEN guest to visit, I try to entertain him and let him hingammeln but not in nem space in front of him. Sure, you have to be sometimes an hour for himself, but not 2 / 3 of the day. This time Ira has also been no Müe. In recent times it has always tried to talk with me. This time it was so very nciht the case. Ok, she asked me if I'm at Deviantart and that's it. The two were talking constantly. With it. While I was sitting next to it. You have not even tried to talk to me included. You have spoken so quietly and Nuschlig that had I not felt to participate in at all tuned ....

Hachja .. It could all be as good .... Are my expectations of other people, which I assume they can stand me, somehow too high? That has to be so ...



morning dad gets me up, Thursday and Friday we make final errands, we go to my FIRST EVER WINTER HOLIDAY to Oberwiesenthal with dad \u0026lt;3 .. Where I get to go snowboarding .... XD And alas .... I do not take off at least 2kg o_O

course I take with me the laptop and hope that I make regular updates, I had thus going about what makes the snow so XD


Somehow .. my life is really quite wrong-headed: / I am currently very unhappy with me again, with the people around me ... with every stop.
And it's freezing cold here.

Wedding Announcement Rhyming Poems

Oh, and there was indeed nochwas.

Ello!

Ha, I'm still completely forgot to report on my preliminary mark.

It is, as expected, ne third About 2 / 3 of my class has ne third These ratings at this school are really dirt always strange ...
size: I had like to ne 2 (is, after all, ne ne preliminary marks and 3 as a preliminary mark means. Einser no conclusion), But I had already expected the worst of the worst. and still find ego somewhere unfair. Simply because I am with other comparisons that have ne 3 and some were worse than me: / And yes, we have received our individual scores by our opinion. The two have
Typofrauen me a
administered 4
. ne FOUR! Just because I was with one 3 times and the other 2 times. WTF. I mean, clearly, I have my exam first poster released, but I've made and it is by far not the worst of the Typoplakaten. Yeah, here and there are a few blemishes, rmir abe have said very many people that they like it. Ne and 4 means "sufficient". My poster is not enough that is at least satisfactory >_>...

and Matz, has given me a Heini our photo 3, I can not understand because I had everything down to a sub-task. I even had some extra stuff. And Mario, who had about as much as I did, ne 2> _> get comparison: He only had on-the-last-button-images of interest from the day before quasi (of which only one was usable). and I was alone 3versch of food images. Settings or 3 different things. With the money I added 3 posters ideas and he only one. etc. The only thing he had what I had not, were group pictures, but even then I was still third

Feist And I do not understand why ne had given me the third I had all the tasks and now it was not bad. My Fargo poster I even felt as one of the best ... just like my Bill Gates >.>.. (And I'm always very self-critical)

Well .. care. The 3 is that there are all assholes and I tear out of there just as I ne 1 in the final examination creates> _> \u0026lt;_\u0026lt;... My mentor is btw Feist ... SUPER! -_-'I do not know what to make of it. I like him as a man. But as a teacher I was never really been clear to him. I think on that subject, I've (From Bleeding Hands) it fits in any case better as Meyer. With Meyer, I have to do something wahrschienlich SchickiMickiemäßiges. With dots and lines and squares (such things were also great and actually have all the people who have done something like that, ne ne 1 get 2 or .. hmmm) Well, but actually I did not want it now O_O report does not matter, then do I now nochn new entry XD But in the end I would again say: I am already quite clear that I certainly was not one of the best, but I'm at least not every time the same, but have varied, but mine is bituminous, which I did not feel like Meyer to this style. And I'm not always there. Hello. The istn study. I pay for it. If It will not be up to me not whether I mean to attend classes or have to? Other people have at this school a murder Moderate special status (eg a certain sofa, ALWAYS in the afternoon there is, but it disturbs no bad one, for it has been cleared with NEM ugly poster 2500 €), but Mario and I, who just ALWAYS to say if that does not suit them, having serious, because we do not have bumping this disgusting mass style, but want to do what their own. Well, as it may, I know why I'm not a graphics designer XD

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Stories Of Parkinson's Early Symptoms

brief summary ne

subject of examination:

- I'm still alive. xD
- have managed to pull it all * proud * breasts 've Been through the night before. spontaneously.
- test run offense. not so .. perfect. I .. was too nervous, I've tangled too often got angry questions. and as always: my ideas and approaches are good, but the implementation is just never perfect, but just because I never used my error see-_-Puke 'on. Have also briefly cried after the test
- notes and final paper topic gives on Thursday (final issues that I presented to choose from:... Tape of my brother From Bleeding Hands design in the low budget range or Song / Story Book to Alexisonfire illustrating the songs quasi + own Website tinkering for me)
-. I expect the third preliminary mark What indeed is TOTALLY sucks, but I must probably live with ...

Today:

- Eli and I went to Greifswald, Carsten have taken have watched Soul Kitchen, and were in the Wall stone cellar. Eating in the Middle Ages with hands \u0026lt;3
The movie was pretty good, despite some criticisms.

make NEN morning we chilled. And sleep over night on Chris Rock Band gamble andn destroy some beers.

And here we go to bed.

Grüßli to Paps \u0026lt;3 Did not order but now snowboard pants, because she was then sold out yet. So only ne normal trousers and a jacket purchased. Backpack I ordered yet. Therefore need to have not so much.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Pregnancy After Chlamydia

Need: 30h day + _ +

I'm something of death.
Not in the sense of total-care-death (well, too), but in the sense of ego-building-the-non-death. + _ +

Monday Exam at 13:30.
Eli is probably Sunday afternoon, but I try to persuade to come until evening.

I have to clean up the entire apartment even further and clean. Vacuuming and such. Bad is as ready. Only because I have also over again, because Mario has gefuscht -.-

And I have to do so much for checking Q_Q Ok I'm in Typo's so much to do for the poster's, is really my own fault because I almost never was there in the hours and never at home for what I done. x'D
We have in the compartment 2, the teacher and one of them, Mrs. Vienna smell is so cool \u0026lt;3 you both wanted to actually see the results and times yesterday olfactory Vienna came down then, to see who has rankommen yet. Ih then said to her, I'm not because I have virtually nothing xD Hab then thought that she tears off my buchstäbdlich head, but she just completely relaxed further asked if I really GAR NIX and if they do not at least schonmal can see what I have. Have her show and she then said "you know, so people would like you beat me the most. You have stuff on it, but do nothing!" And the loose in so ner funny way xD But it was also seen that we do really much had with the other subjects you
me then asked if I "can at least have to check it creates and I've obviously assured that no thing is ... haha. And it has given me
put e-mail so that I can now harass over the WE * _ *
Man, the woman is so cool and laid back, why we could not get before?
The other teacher is more the complete opposite XD

Lately responds fully bitchy.
down you came and bitched that we should come up kindly for consultation and so and they point to leave the house and 16h then who was not there, has had bad luck.
And then I asked how many because even were tuned so that we know ungfähr dependent on how much time we have left. And they just super ".. some" great answer yes XD help me continue to FULL.
said I then to her, then is it almost XD been ticking and whinnying around, I should not be so bitchy and I always (? LOL I've seen so far only 2 times and have never great conversations with her out ..) stupid anmache .. xD anyway, yes ... The woman is hypersensitive and pingeöig and stern, and .. goofy>.>


Well at least I still have to stop making the Faltposter. is A1, and on the back just want information. I have now completed 5 of 8 pages. More or less at least. must hold everywhere again n and ran some other things to improve.

I've made up my mind to get even more done today, so I can go shcicken the mail and can use the next day or Sunday morning for corrections + _ +


Yes and then the lady Meyer +_________________________________+

Hey, I've plowed movie is amazing for this woman. For six months I've torn up my ass and this time I was VERY much. And what is? She seemed not so enthusiastic to be-_-'But at least they said I had great approaches-_-' approaches .. yes, super ... Must keep my concept to consolidate further and should not bring much stuff with TO and set me more. And my eternal Typoproblem. I never know which font should I choose. I have no desire to again and again the standard fonts a la Gill, Helvetic, Franklin to take, ect Frutiger pp. And she said that my writing mix .. eh. is getting used to, but somehow still sies cool place ... I only get the security problems are written to test because of the. nd she's right. it will come hundetr pro "why writing this?" and I'll say "I do not know, but is pretty ^ ^ ~ '"-_-' I do not know. hats made for me containing useful.

main thing we need to complete ne Coporate Identy AND make money Regio ... At least she did not so much grumbling at the regional money, I have to not so much change x_X

Well, anyway. For better understanding, here ne time list of what we have on Monday with Meyer EXCLUSIVE:


regional currency

final series 1-2 (= 5Geldscheine) cut to final size
individually and as a bundle of money with band (uuuunglaublich = print much, cut and paste x___X crop)
+ concept in lancet stick



CI (corporate identity)


poster
to final size front and rear (rear is again very much Textkrams similar Typo) and neatly folded on impact

Giveaways
2-3 (T-shirts, buttons, stickers, etc)

display
banners, signs, something containing

1 postcard

concept in bullet points


infographics


per person in the team 1-2 infographics (the more the better)


; _;

And Now for comparison, since sletzte third had virtually only the CI and for the whole last semester, and by the way WE have yet Typo, pictures and had at Feist 5kleine tasks bills PLUS PLUS infographics; O;

I have only this evening, morning and Sunday morning. Sunday afternoon we print it to school and evenings and then there is Eli.

... I can not do everything x__x Is so great if all the others without creating problems. I can not do and I'll just go get detachment and a crappy preliminary mark.

Who am I glad when the is finally over and I can devote my final exam with OWN of MIR desired topic x_X .. someone has a few nice, perhaps even uplifting, words for me even though I might not have earned ?;.;...

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Chrome For Gestational Diabetes

asukaonfire @ 2010-01-27T19: 22:00








you are medium purple

# 9370D8






Your dominant hues are blue and magenta. You're the one who goes to all the parties but does not quite fit in at every one ... you know what you want, but are afraid of what the world might think of it. You're a little different and that's okay with them, and if you're smart it's okay with you too.

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.








the spacefem.com html color quiz


Super, our other printers are all crazy lame, need half an hour for ne-color A3 page .... and now I'm only 22:10 in Leipzig, where my dad then picks; _; And I cut my bangs, but I am fully blended and now I see from stupid; _;
Well, not quite, but almost. I've read some noch'n in pink and orange tones. The fit n bit better xD

5 Head Floor Lamp Replacement Shades

AHHHHHHH

PRINTER / COPIER BELOW IS CLEANED AND WE CAN NOT PRINT !!!!!!!!! But today we have internal evaluation / correction and final marks awarded to Mrs. Meyer Q________Q NOEEEEEEEEEEEEES!!
It is true every year, the same can that not a single year even got done ", the printer to ALL operational test period? This should probably not even that hard to >___>
* Now the last bit quickly finish
* Whenever it's my turn ...

AHH I'm so tired D:
I wanted the night to go through, I did but then decided by 2 for an hour to go to bed and Mario assured me he would kick me aus'm bed. At four he took me to 'wake up, I said "I still sleep up to 6" and he went o__O ASS FACE!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Symptoms Of Polyps In Bladder

boredom



Friday, January 15, 2010

Havana Ginger Pregnant

Random Rumgeheule

möh because I once again dawdled, I missed the train .____.
And I'm a stay 1/2h in Berlin; _; This is terrible. This leads me again to go from boredom to Mc Doof and me to eat full, or go into any stores and I buy stuff or even more terrible: both; _; I had just been about to me what the rest of the € 250 Christmas and Rock im Park taking money away from something, but I could pull myself together and habs grad again and again packed in the drawer packed> _ \u0026lt;But the urge is still there> _ \u0026lt;And now I quickly pack my restichen things together and go off.
And I'm hungry ;____;
And I have no desire to train, _, I drive this train so much> _

Where Can I Watch Kamehasutra

asukaonfire @ 2010-01-15T14: 25:00

I've tried on the pants ... * should * whimpering softly

I would trust it, said what the seller ... The smaller you make it ....

Even when I'm compared to my other pants, I saw the disastrous ... buhuhu ....

I pass but just so pure, but you can imagine what it looks like ... the fat over the top schwabelt out .....* crying * ACH Manno Q___Q


> I must decrease. \u0026lt;
I let the pants are now encouraging chair, so I always see when I want to eat unhealthy ...

And believe me back to my strict diet plan I started at the beginning of December, but then lies to grind and after Christmas ...
Shi has recommended to me and told me that it decreases as self-month always to 5kg.

evening simply no or low carbohydrate eating. And let
between meals 4-5h break.
fall evening do not eat carbs I sometimes really hard, especially when Mario is here x_X Since we are all day at school, he wants to eat at night, always warm and usually is, of course, not just poultry or egg ... Adopt your own at http://www.virtuadopt.com
Once again here is warmer, I'll get on the bike Mirn and selling, so I can then cruising bike to school.

And now I seek out ne rail link for later x_X

Thursday, January 14, 2010

The Best Engine Degreaser

I take back everything and argue the opposite

Oh, made my brother enjoyed it, I write a SMS xD
following content.

"
Fucking Shit I'm not just all day, but the whole .... thought about it for weeks and then creating ego not to forget the letter I wish you a Happy Birthday to another year of fun and joy and everything in between at least I hope you had a great day package is still not worry;) Does the set clock still.
Chris "

you might think that he has read here, but really can not xD .... The latter
istn Insider. I'm with him rumgewitzelt because he thought then that the gift has to come first with them and he still has to do something to it. So I asked if he gives me a clock with which I can turn the clock back, whereupon he said, I can do it forwards by the time so I can sit and watch on my own funeral XDD

missing so only mario. ..

Quo Optical Illusion Concealer

And suddenly you're an international volljährig.

So, the day is survived \u0026lt;3

and before I losplappere:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY (again) DARIA, CACTUS, whatever \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3


hihi
Actually I had before, you finished your last year's birthday picture to paint; _; 'What so ever before under all is
x'D Well, unfortunately, but since I got visit, which was just there to have, I not done = _ = 'And I drive today nachm Sleeping to Altenburg to Dad, Oh, I'll try me then in the evening or so ranzusetzen> , O \u0026lt;\u0026lt;3, O, * is the right so stupid to stand there with empty hands * I still think today the whole day to you \u0026lt;3 ~ ~ Sooo




And then .... er ... I have grad intus Whiskey-Cola and I'm too tired x'D Instead SAU chill all day and rumzuheulen (XD), I was on the way, have my packages picked up from school and had then from 17h to visit now x_X These were two people which I mean not a lot of which I It was still nice that they came ... even if they came only because of the alcohol xD .... Well, was nonetheless funny, we played our hotel and full XD

eaten at the packages was auchn letter from my mother here-_-man, what does the woman in "Hold Me" is not? At least there was no money in it, I size: namely, given away immediately. (Believe you me money hot piece might not, but I size: really o_o done of which I want no more money and return'd not I also, as would do I like nochn with her, you want money, they lose quietly)

The remaining Packages were orders: 3
Quasi my way of me my birthday as comfortable as possible make XD Hey, I'm old enough that I can give myself what I calm! XD Now I'm certainly not a small one has a child more, NEN right gifts birthday table with D:
Well, at least I have my 3 shirts from Imperial Clothing bought 3 chains of Ebay and with a new black trousers, because I ne new pants O_O
needed ... I dare not, however, to try on the pants xD'.... It seems to look, as they could fit, but .. I'm afraid x'D with 11 € but it was pretty cheap, but would be a pity about the money: (

Here is a picture of things: is


on the left shirt "Never Die Alone," the central explanatory xD itself (the imprint is placed on the bottom right-shirt) and the left I think I only bought because the S and was as cheap XDDD '
The chains can be seen, unfortunately, bad. The pink care bear with rainbow istn belly * _ * I've already seen n half year and finally had to buy it. which is right next to a black ribcage with precious little pink heart: 3 fits well with my ribcagejacke XD I stand somehow on something

Then I still have from Yvo (one of the two, who visited me) ne box Pink Elephant get \u0026lt; , 3 in plain text: PINK cigarettes XD \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3
joah and what else ...? no, I think that's it for gifts xD Achso nee: I'm saving early last year, the Sex and the City movie of ner good family friend from Berlin got ^ ~ ^
and my dad I get to keep my first tattoo paid:) As soon as I fürn decide studio can schedule andn have xD which is probably now at the end of April or so are likely xD

Tjoah .. and otherwise have little or in compliance disappointed that my brother has apparently forgotten my birthday. _. ' And the promised Christmas and birthday package is still not there. _. what makes me doubt grad strong that they even have what they have .... I think they wanted this year give away nothing at all, but as for my package then they flew to the house, she thought, "FUCK, now we MUST buy something! "... sounds kind of mean or ?^^''''' I did just that feeling that they do it because they feel obliged to
... well, maybe he reports yes today. _. would be better for him, or I'm pissed.
And Mario, my roommate has not even thought about it-_-'And even though I told him a thousand times from December until last week had to say, I 14 hab. And that's easy to remember, because there is exactly one month after Danny's birthday is.
Well .. now I'm so 21st .. This is from year to year ... unbelievable

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

White Nike Greco Supreme

MEME TIME!


Comment and I'll give you a letter, then you have to list th people / places / things you love that begin with that letter, and afterwards post it in your journal and fill out letters of your own.

(to German: you got the extra points on which we will list 10 things you love)

I've got from my era and it is a
R


Heavy Thing.

Then go:


first
smoke XD

second
rings \u0026lt;3 I am currently 4) third
Raclette * ~ *

4th
Rufus, sofas Hundi \u0026lt;3

5th
rumtollen x'D (the letter is stupid)

6th
rain

7th
Rei aka Sailor Mars XDD
8th Rise Against \u0026lt;3

9th
rumnerven: 3 10th
Rose Red Directions \u0026lt;3

That was hard to sleep afterwards, I noticed vor'm then determined for 100 things a xD

Sun, reports to you, if you want to also NEN letter: D

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

How Long Eggplants Cook For In Oven Toaster

MEME TIME!


Ten things I wish I could say to people: (10 things I would like to tell people
One
To P.. No words in the world could express how grateful I am to you for everything you do for me. I hope and wish that we overcome all difficulties. And you'll always stand by me, no matter how much garbage I should build. I'm pretty dependent on you. Without you I would be lost forever.

Two. To D:
I wish you would answer me. I wish I could convince you of me. I wish you would have hope. I wish to express your feelings would be my only. I wish you were going you change your mind and sometimes come back to Germany. So I can see you. So you know me and I'll learn you. I wish I could take you to re-establish contact. And I hope that Shi really right and you all just do it because you think that makes it better so. I wish the story would be true. Please let me know.
Three.
To M: I wish I was not a matter of course for you. It would be great when you really would try harder. I think I like you a lot more than you like me. For me you're like a brother and it is clear that you do not think something of me. It sucks to you, that you let me down constantly. And you obviously forgot my birthday again. I have spent € 10 for you on your birthday and you can make it not even be here. Even if you're a real idiot, thank you, I am with you always throw up, when it comes to my mother. And you do not nachhälst me for the times I've yelled at you and curses. I know I'm not always easy, but you can very good with me, I can not say of many people. Anyway. Exert yourself once more, and be reliable!
I am saddened that we will part in nem probably half a year. I am sure we will not meet again because I'm just not important enough for you. But the 3-year here with you were great. Especially because I do not like initially went out that you could stand me.
Four.
To Mrs. M.:
I hope I will you never see again in my life! Me to break away from you was the best thing I ever could do! You were many years the most important person for me, but now I realize how much misery you have brought me. You have been so often embarrassing. I've suffered so much because of you. I have so often wept with you, because I had to be strong for you. And you thank me, where you say that I myself have to see where I stay? By saying, that's me you care? I will never forgive that because of you I had no brother, with whom I could grow up. And I will not forgive, you've thrown myself over and over again into the cold water. That you love me over and over again left alone have. I've given up for my childhood. I feel for you not the slightest spark of love. You namely law. You do nothing right in your life! Time and time again you make unforgivable mistakes and then come in and want that you can forgive you and talk you out that it was not your fault that you are as you are. It might not be your fault, what happened to you, but it is your fault that you did not learn from it. It is your own fault that you can affect you from Sun It's your fault, you do not look ahead, but only back.
have time and time again you said that to me and now I can only give you the back: WERD ERWACHSEN!
Ich hoffe, das du nie wieder in deinem Leben glücklich wirst. Ich hoffe, das die restlichen Jahre deines Lebens einsam und qualvoll werden. Das du leidest. Denn ich weiß, das du nie mehr dazu lernen wirst. So oft hast dus mir gesagt und nie hat sich was geändert. Ich habe nur noch Hass für dich übrig. Nur noch Hass, mehr nicht.


Five. To C.:
Ich hoffe, du bist im Himmel und wachst über mich und Paps. Du fehlst mir jeden Tag und ich träume oft von dir. Ich hatte zwar so einige Haustiere, aber keines davon hat mir je so viel bedeutet wie du. Danke für die 11 Jahre. Ich hoffe, das du dein Leben lang glücklich bei uns warst. Es ist wirklich pity I can not caress you. I have so often the desire for it. And abgeschlabbert for you to be. I would have to maybe take another Zopfgummi from me to the grave, or:?) We turn now to look more and where you stay. We have become so used to you.
I really wish we had better pay attention to you. Maybe you had then a few more years had dogs? The other day we went to your place of birth over. It was a strange feeling. Oh, thick, if I could just hug you now. We miss you so. You were the dearest creature on earth.
I love you, sweetheart. Take care of yourself.
Six.
To C:
I would like to know how your life went. I only know a fraction. It drives me crazy when I think that it would otherwise have been. We are not grown up together, that makes me still ready. People who do not honor their brothers and sisters, I want to connect. You do not know how lucky they have it. I'm glad your life is d as currently seems very pleasant and the serious things of the past, of which I know you seem pretty well overcome. it's nice that we are slowly but surely with each other and I hope that we see more often this year than last year. I I must admit that I have already a pretty queasy feeling when I think of you with the Ira flies a year after Japan. You will miss me terribly. But I hope you bring me what a great with! Alas, if not!
And I think the way we should be quiet a bit of communication! 3 / 4 of time I am with you spend, not we. It's hard feelings: (But we're working on, right And that Armin will I learn even know each other, which seems to be nice ^ ^
I am so excited to see what made her a gift for my birthday That sounds so promising?. haha.
I love you, big brother!


Seven.
To M.
Beautiful, d as we are still imemr from time to time: D I found a pity that you had not reported because of New Year's Eve up, but you've made up for it by then you've reported. Thank you also for your offer, I can even sleep at times you when dad is away and I moved to complaints:) I hope we remain friends. We are not quite on the same shaft line, but there are so few things I would not miss with you. Thank you, that you stand to me. I love you.


Eight.
To D. You are my second most important online contact. Jaha, you have not perhaps thought xD But I like you very much indeed. I will especially not online, many people ran to me and have only a superficial relationship with them, but I think and hope that we expand our contacts yet. You are very important to me because we are on a wavy line. I hope that we will go to many more concerts in future! And remember: You said that we both go together this year in the Heide Park because I was never there! xD
And then there would more thing: I envy you for your simple drawings * _ * I love your style and I think it's great where you have built up \u0026lt;3 I think it's great that you build your OCs more and no so many fanarts do. Because I like you most for your OCs! Well for your great character, and of course;) MFZB! \u0026lt;3

Ok, that's only 8, I find it much more now but really not a D: (or I'm tired, my back hurts = o =)


Nine things about myself
(9 things about me)
One.

eh I nibble at my nails and only use black nail polish. Not because I'm so evilknivel so, but because I am convinced that is not my color. Not with the abgenabberten nails D: I feel most at home when I got nail polish on it, because I will not as much nibbling. Unfortunately, I'm often too lazy to close it up again and so I let him rest permanently until the last chip.



Two.

I'm jealous of every girl with boobs and a guy = _ = 'Sry, but is so XD

Three.
I'm terrified of ants. at Easter time has a girlfriend a gift for myself accidentally hiding in NEM anthill. The end of the story: I had it all over = _ = '

Four.
I have no problem telling me for days not to wash the hair. I know that many will find this disgusting. I do it even if I know I not people geh And if they do, I hide my hair XD is also good for the hair, if she happens not to be washed every other day> _>


Five.

I grew up with being alone and I'm now even more often alone. It makes me sometimes really finished. I do people even aufn cookie when I'm too long from them, but too long to be alone, makes me mad.

Six.

I often dream that I am standing on tall buildings and jump down and not be dying. I can almost fly. This is one of the most amazing feelings I've ever felt even if it is only a dream.

Seven.

I love the number 7

Eight.

I would like to take his teens and more .. we say "action" experience. I was never a typical teenager, except that the stubborn came on, haha. But because I can not just get the time can turn back, I'm now a lot of things from the first. And the rest I use, as I draw. My characters get to experience what I have never experienced, but would have liked. I think that's why I like to say "You're never too old to ...". Because it really is not. If one gets up on the border, it is s take so much. We are already burdened with enough difficult things, so we should enjoy as much as we can and no matter how old we are.
(Probably why I'm so bad deal in the money ... I hate to have to set boundaries and she screams every time .. * sigh *)



Nine. I have too many fears of death and think every day several times about what happens when Dad dies suddenly. or anybody else close to me.



Eight ways to win my heart: (8 ways to win, my heart)


One.
Hot Dave and I am currently living in Chicago, haha.


Two.
look good. XD Sorry, but that is> _>


Three.
Tue things I had not expected.


Four.

protect me when I need it. Let me stray dogs if I want it.

Five.

Make me compliments. But only if you are so mean.

Six.

Spoil me XD I LOVE massages and Kraulereien xD

Seven.

Bring me laugh.

Eight.

time I was * _ *

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

(7 things that I often think)
One.

The world of my characters. I'm trapped in their everyday situations and experience. Many in and repeat.
And how I manage to convince people of my characters. Quasi .. how I manage that people recognize and love me for what I draw XD

Two.

Dave. and Chicago.

Three.

death.

Four.

Paps

Five.

money and my financial outlook. Plans and such. And if only it comes to what I would like to eat again.

Six.

music

Seven.

sleep XD

Six things I do before I go to sleep:

(6 things that I do go vor'm sleeping)
One.

hear the current song to end.

Two.

moving.

Three.
look at the clock and alarm clock if necessary, turn on / jobs. (Clock and alarm clock, in the case both my phone)


Four. Think about what I will do tomorrow.



Five. Oh yes: collapse laptop and TV make XD



Six. I imagine that someone is beside me. Helps me to sleep xD''
schööön And nestle into the ceiling * _ *

Five places that I want to visit:

(5 locations will visit me)

One.
CHICAGO

Two.
Route 66 (U.S. generally. LA and so XD)

Three.
London


Four. Berlin


Five.
Tokyo


Four things I'm wearing right now:

(4 things I'm just at)
One.

schwarze lange Leggins
Two.

Papas Jack Daniels Tenessee Whiskey Shirt in grau.
Three.

bunt gestreifte Flauschisocken
Four.

Unterwäsche

Three bands/artists I listen to often:
(3 Bands, die ich oft höre)

One.

Rise Against
Two.

Alexisonfire
Three.

öh.. harte Entscheidung... Ich entscheide mich füüüür... Dance Gavin Dance.


Two things I want to do before I die: (2 Dinge, I want to do before I die)


One. see Dave.



Two. sex XD >.>...


One confession:
(. 1 eh .. this is the German word ... .. * google * confession)

One.
D: No idea.
I wish I was not alone Thursday:? /
Or maybe I've already ordered too much again x'D

Xp Keeps Running Chkdsk And Doesn't Start

Murphys Law

me yes first I've really still about the shitty weather got, because we have this whole week off from school . has now found out that our stupid graphic design lecturer Mrs. Meyer settled with our head teacher Mrs Waßermann has even more stupid that on Friday we all have classes with her husband replacement of 9-16h. Normally we would have morning with her.

The fact alone is not even the worst. The worst is that I just now got around to see Mario called out if he shows up again the week here. Of course not. Now I'll
throughout Thursday to be alone. I can not go to my dad because I've Friday classes -.-
Super. Is it All in the ass.
Now I'll be alone and the entire Thursday cry to myself because everything sucks. Not even the slightest distraction. Sure, I got the laptop and the Internet, does not change the fact that I am physically alone here and can talk properly to anyone. I feel totally cut off from the outside world.
stupid weather. Stupid Mario. Meyer stupid. Stupid loneliness. Stupid Murphy's law.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Msts Pacific Surfliner Route

asukaonfire @ 2010-01-05T17:21:00

just what I need now are going on and if I were not so'n coward would make ego on Mexx, where all the really belongs. _. (But I'm afraid of Flames, do not I)

any event, the new AL since yesterday. I'm pretty disappointed with the selection, but that alone is not ... It may work for some pretty arrogant, but I can not longer hide that I am somehow very sad that I do with my elf image

not have made it into Some more favorites .____.'
I am talking here not by nem AL, for that matter I am well aware that this is not good enough, but actually I had a few chances on the favorites list calculated. _. '
I do not know makes me very concerned. I draw now so many, many years and I just thought .. well ... s just a kick in the stomach. I'm still not good enough at all times to come into a side long list of other good shots ... This is depressing. Real.