And then there was ...
Sun and the actual entry XDD
Alsooo ~
Eli was so until last week Friday an us (ie 5 days). Friday they gave me a lift. She had to Schleswig yes, what is right in Schleswig Holstein, XD, and I wanted to go to Hamburg to my brother and Ira. Since it was too stressful in HH purely down to me Eli has thrown in Lübeck.
btw Eli. That was kind of funny. I had somehow once again the feeling that Eli really likes me only because it with me first can blaspheme (which I think is great indeed. Lästerchwester have to re ne.) and 2 Because they can make themselves more beautiful fun of me. This is the week I noticed quite often. She has so often laughed with me about Mario. And I'm now really not the type who can not laugh at himself. is taken so much shit I do, because if it were funny when I could not laugh at me XD But I begin to at some point too much, then when almost everything that I do say, do in the dirt. In part, it seemed to me as if Mario and Eli would be laughing together as Eli and me. And what I went totally blind auf'n. On the first evening, she told that she has cried in the car when she was driving because its not as long Carsten can see. Eh? Somewhere that is so sweet, but ... eh? I mean ... eh? which were only 5 days! And yes wra really nothing spontaneous. The shcon they knew but weeks. Ok, that sounds like a pretty callous. I understand that it's easy to get used to someone when you live with him and sees him every day and then suddenly five days not at all, but she has a week so often made comments that she misses and Carsten HOW MUCH YOU BUT HAPPY TO BE HOME. Super. Once it was even "only 2 days!"
Eh, lol. No idea, but I am sick like that. Why do they then come forth at all? I mean, they should still look forward to have with me and all the other fun and that they had. But if it speaks only of them, they want to go home and she misses her cat and Carsten ... I do not know ... know you know what I mean D: I'm really hard given that they feel comfortable here.
For me, these 5 days went by in a flash. And somehow we both probably out of the air, I have the feeling. Was somehow clear. Eli and I had not lived together in boarding school, we would never have become such friends. And it shows just now.
I think I'll wait until they contact me again.
What was also nice btw: She and Stefan Carsten (not her Carsten, but the other, who lived with us in the boarding complicated XD) invited to Easter itself. But not me. She told that she is in March or April for the Jennifer Lopez concert in Kiel. It has not asked if I would come. When I was in November with her, we wanted really to JR, but have received no tickets and were about to catch up just then. And now something. Told me proudly that she goes there with friends ...
not know, I feel somehow ripped before. Well. Eli and I are in different leagues just yet. She is super cool and I'm just the happy medium. As always.
.. Ok, that was then, not what I wanted to report. lol.
So
HAMBURG XD It was like always. I was allowed to employ the most part alone. My birthday gift was the way so ne card for the DS. For Games and so ... you already know>.> \u0026lt;.\u0026lt;... In any case n great gift:) Even if I somehow ran out of 2 gifts. Because it was so early that he wants vershcicken my Christmas with my birthday gift ... Eh, yes. is just a gift x'D But anyway, I will not complain. Now I'm definitely a lot of great games. Currently I have been playing Pokemon Pearl.
And so we come even to what have I done all the time with Ira and Chris: watching television, gambling DS and play with Yami. Yes, very much more was not there. No long conversations. no enterprise.
We have I think 2 movies watched. Mostly I sat alone in the living room. They were in the bedroom and have gambled in the PC or internet surfing. I think the longest continuous conversation was ... 2min long, lol.
has been really hard so he is not as accessible. I'm still n day stay longer because I like Yami case and because I regularly got food, I did not do it yourself XD And because I really think like am with my brother: / he's my brother and although he is as the ass last acts, he is still my brother. Maybe I should just stop having expectations. Today I was pretty grumpy all the time because I did not feel like more going to pretend that everything would be great. I just do not understand what's so hard to know what to do with his sister. And if it just me with him Wohnzimemr had stayed. I did not let Eli simply hinvegitieren alone in front of him. We were imemr together and although we have only watched TV, we had fun with it. If I'm NEN guest to visit, I try to entertain him and let him hingammeln but not in nem space in front of him. Sure, you have to be sometimes an hour for himself, but not 2 / 3 of the day. This time Ira has also been no Müe. In recent times it has always tried to talk with me. This time it was so very nciht the case. Ok, she asked me if I'm at Deviantart and that's it. The two were talking constantly. With it. While I was sitting next to it. You have not even tried to talk to me included. You have spoken so quietly and Nuschlig that had I not felt to participate in at all tuned ....
Hachja .. It could all be as good .... Are my expectations of other people, which I assume they can stand me, somehow too high? That has to be so ...
morning dad gets me up, Thursday and Friday we make final errands, we go to my FIRST EVER WINTER HOLIDAY to Oberwiesenthal with dad \u0026lt;3 .. Where I get to go snowboarding .... XD And alas .... I do not take off at least 2kg o_O
course I take with me the laptop and hope that I make regular updates, I had thus going about what makes the snow so XD
Somehow .. my life is really quite wrong-headed: / I am currently very unhappy with me again, with the people around me ... with every stop.
And it's freezing cold here.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Wedding Announcement Rhyming Poems
Oh, and there was indeed nochwas.
Ello!
Ha, I'm still completely forgot to report on my preliminary mark.
It is, as expected, ne third About 2 / 3 of my class has ne third These ratings at this school are really dirt always strange ...
size: I had like to ne 2 (is, after all, ne ne preliminary marks and 3 as a preliminary mark means. Einser no conclusion), But I had already expected the worst of the worst. and still find ego somewhere unfair. Simply because I am with other comparisons that have ne 3 and some were worse than me: / And yes, we have received our individual scores by our opinion. The two have
Typofrauen me a
administered 4
. ne FOUR! Just because I was with one 3 times and the other 2 times. WTF. I mean, clearly, I have my exam first poster released, but I've made and it is by far not the worst of the Typoplakaten. Yeah, here and there are a few blemishes, rmir abe have said very many people that they like it. Ne and 4 means "sufficient". My poster is not enough that is at least satisfactory >_>...
and Matz, has given me a Heini our photo 3, I can not understand because I had everything down to a sub-task. I even had some extra stuff. And Mario, who had about as much as I did, ne 2> _> get comparison: He only had on-the-last-button-images of interest from the day before quasi (of which only one was usable). and I was alone 3versch of food images. Settings or 3 different things. With the money I added 3 posters ideas and he only one. etc. The only thing he had what I had not, were group pictures, but even then I was still third
Feist And I do not understand why ne had given me the third I had all the tasks and now it was not bad. My Fargo poster I even felt as one of the best ... just like my Bill Gates >.>.. (And I'm always very self-critical)
Well .. care. The 3 is that there are all assholes and I tear out of there just as I ne 1 in the final examination creates> _> \u0026lt;_\u0026lt;... My mentor is btw Feist ... SUPER! -_-'I do not know what to make of it. I like him as a man. But as a teacher I was never really been clear to him. I think on that subject, I've (From Bleeding Hands) it fits in any case better as Meyer. With Meyer, I have to do something wahrschienlich SchickiMickiemäßiges. With dots and lines and squares (such things were also great and actually have all the people who have done something like that, ne ne 1 get 2 or .. hmmm) Well, but actually I did not want it now O_O report does not matter, then do I now nochn new entry XD But in the end I would again say: I am already quite clear that I certainly was not one of the best, but I'm at least not every time the same, but have varied, but mine is bituminous, which I did not feel like Meyer to this style. And I'm not always there. Hello. The istn study. I pay for it. If It will not be up to me not whether I mean to attend classes or have to? Other people have at this school a murder Moderate special status (eg a certain sofa, ALWAYS in the afternoon there is, but it disturbs no bad one, for it has been cleared with NEM ugly poster 2500 €), but Mario and I, who just ALWAYS to say if that does not suit them, having serious, because we do not have bumping this disgusting mass style, but want to do what their own. Well, as it may, I know why I'm not a graphics designer XD
Ello!
Ha, I'm still completely forgot to report on my preliminary mark.
It is, as expected, ne third About 2 / 3 of my class has ne third These ratings at this school are really dirt always strange ...
size: I had like to ne 2 (is, after all, ne ne preliminary marks and 3 as a preliminary mark means. Einser no conclusion), But I had already expected the worst of the worst. and still find ego somewhere unfair. Simply because I am with other comparisons that have ne 3 and some were worse than me: / And yes, we have received our individual scores by our opinion. The two have
Typofrauen me a
administered 4
. ne FOUR! Just because I was with one 3 times and the other 2 times. WTF. I mean, clearly, I have my exam first poster released, but I've made and it is by far not the worst of the Typoplakaten. Yeah, here and there are a few blemishes, rmir abe have said very many people that they like it. Ne and 4 means "sufficient". My poster is not enough that is at least satisfactory >_>...
and Matz, has given me a Heini our photo 3, I can not understand because I had everything down to a sub-task. I even had some extra stuff. And Mario, who had about as much as I did, ne 2> _> get comparison: He only had on-the-last-button-images of interest from the day before quasi (of which only one was usable). and I was alone 3versch of food images. Settings or 3 different things. With the money I added 3 posters ideas and he only one. etc. The only thing he had what I had not, were group pictures, but even then I was still third
Feist And I do not understand why ne had given me the third I had all the tasks and now it was not bad. My Fargo poster I even felt as one of the best ... just like my Bill Gates >.>.. (And I'm always very self-critical)
Well .. care. The 3 is that there are all assholes and I tear out of there just as I ne 1 in the final examination creates> _> \u0026lt;_\u0026lt;... My mentor is btw Feist ... SUPER! -_-'I do not know what to make of it. I like him as a man. But as a teacher I was never really been clear to him. I think on that subject, I've (From Bleeding Hands) it fits in any case better as Meyer. With Meyer, I have to do something wahrschienlich SchickiMickiemäßiges. With dots and lines and squares (such things were also great and actually have all the people who have done something like that, ne ne 1 get 2 or .. hmmm) Well, but actually I did not want it now O_O report does not matter, then do I now nochn new entry XD But in the end I would again say: I am already quite clear that I certainly was not one of the best, but I'm at least not every time the same, but have varied, but mine is bituminous, which I did not feel like Meyer to this style. And I'm not always there. Hello. The istn study. I pay for it. If It will not be up to me not whether I mean to attend classes or have to? Other people have at this school a murder Moderate special status (eg a certain sofa, ALWAYS in the afternoon there is, but it disturbs no bad one, for it has been cleared with NEM ugly poster 2500 €), but Mario and I, who just ALWAYS to say if that does not suit them, having serious, because we do not have bumping this disgusting mass style, but want to do what their own. Well, as it may, I know why I'm not a graphics designer XD
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Stories Of Parkinson's Early Symptoms
brief summary ne
subject of examination:
- I'm still alive. xD
- have managed to pull it all * proud * breasts 've Been through the night before. spontaneously.
- test run offense. not so .. perfect. I .. was too nervous, I've tangled too often got angry questions. and as always: my ideas and approaches are good, but the implementation is just never perfect, but just because I never used my error see-_-Puke 'on. Have also briefly cried after the test
- notes and final paper topic gives on Thursday (final issues that I presented to choose from:... Tape of my brother From Bleeding Hands design in the low budget range or Song / Story Book to Alexisonfire illustrating the songs quasi + own Website tinkering for me)
-. I expect the third preliminary mark What indeed is TOTALLY sucks, but I must probably live with ...
Today:
- Eli and I went to Greifswald, Carsten have taken have watched Soul Kitchen, and were in the Wall stone cellar. Eating in the Middle Ages with hands \u0026lt;3
The movie was pretty good, despite some criticisms.
make NEN morning we chilled. And sleep over night on Chris Rock Band gamble andn destroy some beers.
And here we go to bed.
Grüßli to Paps \u0026lt;3 Did not order but now snowboard pants, because she was then sold out yet. So only ne normal trousers and a jacket purchased. Backpack I ordered yet. Therefore need to have not so much.
subject of examination:
- I'm still alive. xD
- have managed to pull it all * proud * breasts 've Been through the night before. spontaneously.
- test run offense. not so .. perfect. I .. was too nervous, I've tangled too often got angry questions. and as always: my ideas and approaches are good, but the implementation is just never perfect, but just because I never used my error see-_-Puke 'on. Have also briefly cried after the test
- notes and final paper topic gives on Thursday (final issues that I presented to choose from:... Tape of my brother From Bleeding Hands design in the low budget range or Song / Story Book to Alexisonfire illustrating the songs quasi + own Website tinkering for me)
-. I expect the third preliminary mark What indeed is TOTALLY sucks, but I must probably live with ...
Today:
- Eli and I went to Greifswald, Carsten have taken have watched Soul Kitchen, and were in the Wall stone cellar. Eating in the Middle Ages with hands \u0026lt;3
The movie was pretty good, despite some criticisms.
make NEN morning we chilled. And sleep over night on Chris Rock Band gamble andn destroy some beers.
And here we go to bed.
Grüßli to Paps \u0026lt;3 Did not order but now snowboard pants, because she was then sold out yet. So only ne normal trousers and a jacket purchased. Backpack I ordered yet. Therefore need to have not so much.
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